In 2002, legendary boxer Muhammad Ali visits Kabul, Afghanistan, as a peace ambassador for the United Nations Children's Fund and the World Food Program. Ali died June 3 at a hospital in Scottsdale, Ariz. He was 74. /Reuters photo by Radu Sigheti
Muhammad Ali is the greatest boxer of all time, but he also was a master of the English language. Here are some of his all-time greatest quotes:
"I hated every minute of training, but I said, 'Don't quit. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion.'"
"He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life."
"I know where I'm going and I know the truth, and I don't have to be what you want me to be. I'm free to be what I want."
"If you even dream of beating me you better wake up and apologize."
"Only a man who knows what it is like to be defeated can reach down to the bottom of his soul and come up with the extra ounce of power it takes to win when the match is even."
"Age is whatever you think it is. You are as old as you think you are."
"Wars of nations are fought to change maps. But wars of poverty are fought to map change."
"I've made my share of mistakes along the way; but if I have changed even one life for the better, I haven't lived in vain."
"To be able to give away riches is mandatory if you wish to possess them. This is the only way you will be truly rich."
"No one knows what to say in the loser's locker room."
"It isn't the mountains ahead to climb that wear you out; it's the pebble in your shoe."
"The man who has no imagination has no wings."
"I am an ordinary man who worked hard to develop the talent that I was given. I believed in myself, and I believe in the goodness of others."
"My principles are more important than the money or my title."
"I wish people would love everybody else the way they love me. It would be a better world."
Journalism blog dedicated to stories that either receive little attention in the media or don't get the attention they deserve. With the exception of outrageous conduct that screams for condemnation, all Bullwork of Democracy reporting strives to be unbiased. Tweeting @cccheney
Showing posts with label Humanity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Humanity. Show all posts
Saturday, June 4, 2016
Saturday, May 7, 2016
Reminder of humanity's evolutionary infancy
On the timeline of human evolution, civilization has existed for the blink of an eye.
There may be no better illustration of humanity's relatively brief development of civilization than the Yulin Meat Festival. Humane Society International has documented this horrific celebration of the dog-and-cat meat trade in China. But if anyone wants to confirm the existence of this extreme barbarism in the 21st century, all they have to do is Google search images of the festival. Warning: These photographs are unbearable if you have a semblance of a conscience.
Depending on which distant ancestral species you pick for homo sapiens, the human brain is rooted in an evolutionary timeline about 3 million years deep. Humans have been developing the trappings of civilization such as written language for about 40,000 years, which is a figure that generously considers cave paintings as a form of written communication. In other words, humanity and its bipedal forebearers have spent 99 percent of their time on Earth as savages.
The mass slaughter of humans' primary animal companions in China--and the rest of humanity turning a blind eye to the practice--reflects who we are as a species. It is not a pretty picture.
Monday, April 4, 2016
Reminder of humanity's place in the universe
Astronomer Carl Sagan was one of the most influential scientists and teachers of the 20th century. Millions of people around the world gained insights about the universe, and their place in it, from his television series "Cosmos" on PBS. /NASA image
Genius, compassion and humility are the keys to survival for humanity in the Atomic Era.
Carl Sagan possessed these priceless qualities in enormous quantities. In 1990, he urged NASA to spin Voyager I around to capture an image of Earth before the spacecraft left our solar system. That image of the "pale blue dot" where humanity will stand or fall inspired Sagan's genius, compassion and humility to reach astronomical proportions.
Sagan's words in the three-minute video below pack more wisdom than most of us will accumulate in a lifetime.
Genius, compassion and humility are the keys to survival for humanity in the Atomic Era.
Carl Sagan possessed these priceless qualities in enormous quantities. In 1990, he urged NASA to spin Voyager I around to capture an image of Earth before the spacecraft left our solar system. That image of the "pale blue dot" where humanity will stand or fall inspired Sagan's genius, compassion and humility to reach astronomical proportions.
Sagan's words in the three-minute video below pack more wisdom than most of us will accumulate in a lifetime.
Video adapted from "Cosmos: A Spacetime Odyssey"
Monday, January 19, 2015
MLK holiday: 'Tame the savageness of man'
On April 4, 1968, Sen. Robert F. Kennedy delivered one of the greatest speeches in U.S. history.
Kennedy was in Indianapolis for a campaign event in his run for the presidency. At the rally, the New York senator and brother of a slain president delivered timeless remarks about civil rights icon Martin Luther King Jr., who had been assassinated earlier that evening.
This speech overflows with wisdom, but I do have a favorite gem of sage advice:
"Dedicate ourselves to what the Greeks wrote so many years ago: to tame the savageness of man and make gentle the life of this world."
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Jason Becker and the power of love
Then 19-year-old guitar phenomenon Jason Becker performs in Japan with his band Cacophony in April 1989. /YouTube
Most people accept the emotional power of love. There is less acceptance of the physical power of love.
One of the benefits of working second shift is listening to Canadian Broadcasting Corporation programming on New Hampshire Public Radio during my drive home. When or where else in America would I have been able to listen to an extraordinary archive-edition CBC interview with musician Jason Becker?
In 1989, Becker was 19 and destined for music stardom. The guitar virtuoso had already made an international tour with his band, Cacophony, and had signed a contract to be David Lee Roth's new guitarist.
After the teen suffered cramps in one of his legs for a couple months, his parents convinced him to see a doctor. When the cramping worsened, he was diagnosed with amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, also known as Lou Gehrig's disease.
Becker lost his stunning guitar skills to ALS within months. Within a year, he could barely move. Doctors said he had two to five years to live.
Becker is not only still alive but also still making music, communicating and composing with an eye-movement alphabet created by his father, Gary.
There were two particularly insightful exchanges about love in the CBC interview:
CBC: You have a lot of love around you, a lot of people that are quite exceptional including ... your dad, Gary. How important was that for being able to not just survive this long, because they obviously have taken good care of your health, but also ... to play music?
Becker: It is everything. Love is so important for living and caring about life.
CBC: You say you feel lucky. Can you explain why it is that you feel that way?
Becker: Not moving sucks, but being able to have all of the love of my friends and family and to be able to continue doing what I love; it really is the purpose of life.
Musician Jason Becker has been living with ALS since 1989. /Image via jasonbeckerguitar.com
Monday, December 30, 2013
Pope Francis revealing core values in 140 characters
Pope Francis tweets daily but rests on Sunday @Pontifex. /Image via npr.org
Whether it is for the sake of the message or avoiding embarrassment, most tweets are intentional acts.
There is considerable debate over whether Pope Francis is sincerely a populist pontiff. Francis has been tweeting daily @Pontifex, the papal account started in December 2012 by his predecessor, Benedict.
Assuming that tweeting is an intentional act, it is hard to misread Francis' intent in these tweets:
To live charitably means not looking out for our own interests, but carrying the burdens of the weakest and poorest among us. Nov. 25, 2013
If money and material things become the center of our lives, they seize us and make us slaves. Oct. 29, 2013
The "throw-away" culture produces many bitter fruits, from wasting food to isolating many elderly people. Oct. 25, 2013
Let us ask the Lord to give us the gentleness to look upon the poor with understanding and love, devoid of human calculation and fear. Sept. 24, 2013
True charity requires courage: let us overcome the fear of getting our hands dirty so as to help those in need. Sept. 21, 2013
There are many people in need in today's world. Am I self-absorbed in my own concerns or am I aware of those who need help? Sept. 17, 2013
The measure of the greatness of a society is found in the way it treats those most in need, those who have nothing apart from their poverty. July 25, 2013
Whether it is for the sake of the message or avoiding embarrassment, most tweets are intentional acts.
There is considerable debate over whether Pope Francis is sincerely a populist pontiff. Francis has been tweeting daily @Pontifex, the papal account started in December 2012 by his predecessor, Benedict.
Assuming that tweeting is an intentional act, it is hard to misread Francis' intent in these tweets:
To live charitably means not looking out for our own interests, but carrying the burdens of the weakest and poorest among us. Nov. 25, 2013
If money and material things become the center of our lives, they seize us and make us slaves. Oct. 29, 2013
The "throw-away" culture produces many bitter fruits, from wasting food to isolating many elderly people. Oct. 25, 2013
Let us ask the Lord to give us the gentleness to look upon the poor with understanding and love, devoid of human calculation and fear. Sept. 24, 2013
True charity requires courage: let us overcome the fear of getting our hands dirty so as to help those in need. Sept. 21, 2013
There are many people in need in today's world. Am I self-absorbed in my own concerns or am I aware of those who need help? Sept. 17, 2013
The measure of the greatness of a society is found in the way it treats those most in need, those who have nothing apart from their poverty. July 25, 2013
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Astronaut Scott Carpenter: genius, candor, service
The Mercury Seven gather after survival training in Africa: from left, Gordon Cooper, Scott Carpenter, John Glenn, Alan Shepard, Gus Grissom, Wally Schirra and Deke Slayton. /NASA image
Navy Cmdr. M. Scott Carpenter died Thursday, Oct. 10, at 88.
Interviewing Scott Carpenter in 2000 as part of a millennium project at the Concord Monitor was unforgettable. I had picked Alan Shepard for my slice of the yearlong Monitor project, which profiled 100 N.H. historical figures.
After somehow obtaining the home phone number of America's fourth astronaut in space, I called Carpenter's house in Boulder, Colo. The then-75-year-old picked up the land-line receiver and proceeded to give me one of the most candid and thought-provoking interviews I've ever had the pleasure to scribble into a notebook. The following is the complete Monitor interview, most of which has never been published before:
CC: Tell me about the competition for that first American flight into space.
Carpenter: (Shepard) was a very bright and articulate guy, but that first flight should have been mine. I remember thinking at that time that we were like the Seven Musketeers, and the camaraderie was incredible. He and John were the ones with leadership ambition. ... Al had a need to excel and curiosity. ... For Al, it was the competition. He felt for his comrades but he also had a need to be better than anyone else. Everything he did was evidence of that. He was single-minded in his pursuit of the first flight.
CC: What was the reaction among the other Mercury Seven when Shepard was chosen to be first in space?
Carpenter: I think John was most disappointed.
CC: The early astronauts played a large design role in the space program. Was engineering a key skill for the Mercury Seven?
Carpenter: Engineering was a key skill, and we were all excellent.
CC: How would you characterize President Kennedy's role in the space program?
Carpenter: It was his enduring legacy. ... We were sort of contemporaries. I had tremendous respect for him. Without Kennedy, we wouldn't have done this. He inspired it. But that inspiration outlived him.
CC: Did the Mercury Seven run wild at Coco Beach?
Carpenter: The same behavior is found in any group of young men. It was inappropriate, but that's the way it was.
CC: What is the legacy of the U.S. space program?
Carpenter: We'll get more return on that investment than we will on any other investment of that time. It played a role in bringing the Soviets down. It helped establish American technological preeminence. We had a new view, a new way of looking at the world. That's the secret of this whole venture -- the new knowledge that we brought back. It's beyond valuing.
U.S. astronaut Scott Carpenter ready to go on Aurora 7 launch day, May 24, 1962. /NASA image
Carpenter trains in a Mercury capsule simulator. /NASA image
Carpenter was a fellow ocean exploration and science pioneer with Jacques Cousteau in the 1960s. /Image via rolexmagazine.com
Carpenter helped test the first generation of modern underwater technology as a member of the Navy SEA-LAB project in the 1960s. /U.S. Navy image
John Glenn and Carpenter prepare for the future senator from Ohio's historic first U.S. orbital flight on Feb. 20, 1962. /NASA image
The members of the Mercury Seven were accomplished pilots in the Navy, Air Force and Marines. /NASA image
Carpenter tugs at his pressure suit after his completing the U.S. space program's second orbital mission in the Aurora 7 Mercury capsule. /NASA image
After setting an undersea endurance record in the Navy's SEA-LAB submersible living quarters, Carpenter attempts to have a conversation with President Johnson. A recording of the exchange features the aquanaut's helium-induced Mickey Mouse voice and an obviously distracted commander in chief. /U.S. Navy image
The Mercury Seven remained close friends through their lives. With Carpenter's passing, Glenn is the last of the first astronauts. /image via upi.com
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Near-death experience shines light on life
Simon Lewis, co-producer of the 1989 box-office success "Look Who's Talking," was in a coma for a month after a van went through a stop sign at 75 mph and struck his car, killing his wife on impact. /Image via salon.com
A brush with death often results in a profound appreciation of life.
Hollywood producer Simon Lewis was in a coma for a month following a deadly 1994 car crash in Los Angeles that claimed the life of his wife in an instant. He's written a book about his struggle for survival titled "Rise And Shine: The Extraordinary Story Of One Man's Journey From Near Death To Full Recovery."
This week, Lewis shared his story with the BBC's "Outlook" program. I listened to Lewis recount his ordeal as I drove home from work in pitch black darkness; it truly is an extraordinary tale.
The "Outlook" interview covers several amazing points in Lewis' journey: surreal memories from his monthlong coma, enduring more than a dozen surgeries and "retraining his mind to think" after losing about a third of the right side of his brain. One point struck me like a sledgehammer.
The "Outlook" presenter asked Lewis about whether the traumatic injuries he had suffered and subsequent recovery process had changed his character. "I have a very hard time arguing," Lewis replied. "I was not good at arguing before the crash, but now that is magnified. I don't know if I could have an argument because, really, how much does it matter in the great dynamic of the cosmos?"
Hear the interview of Lewis and his parents on the BBC.
A brush with death often results in a profound appreciation of life.
Hollywood producer Simon Lewis was in a coma for a month following a deadly 1994 car crash in Los Angeles that claimed the life of his wife in an instant. He's written a book about his struggle for survival titled "Rise And Shine: The Extraordinary Story Of One Man's Journey From Near Death To Full Recovery."
This week, Lewis shared his story with the BBC's "Outlook" program. I listened to Lewis recount his ordeal as I drove home from work in pitch black darkness; it truly is an extraordinary tale.
The "Outlook" interview covers several amazing points in Lewis' journey: surreal memories from his monthlong coma, enduring more than a dozen surgeries and "retraining his mind to think" after losing about a third of the right side of his brain. One point struck me like a sledgehammer.
The "Outlook" presenter asked Lewis about whether the traumatic injuries he had suffered and subsequent recovery process had changed his character. "I have a very hard time arguing," Lewis replied. "I was not good at arguing before the crash, but now that is magnified. I don't know if I could have an argument because, really, how much does it matter in the great dynamic of the cosmos?"
Hear the interview of Lewis and his parents on the BBC.
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Fleetwood Mac: Lifetime of artistry beautiful to behold
Artists have long been among human society's most tortured souls, but the arts are among humanity's most redeemable qualities.
For four decades, guitarist Lindsey Buckingham and the rest of Fleetwood Mac have been producing and performing glowing contributions to rock music. I began listening to the California-spawned band in the 1970s, and it was amazing to see them this weekend more or less intact and capable of entertaining a sold-out coliseum.
In media interviews, onstage commentary between songs and virtuosity on his instrument, Buckingham stands out as a fierce advocate for his craft and artists in general. And drummer Mick Fleetwood, who turns 66 on Monday, is living proof that artists can transcend time.
Fleetwood Mac was rife with romantically fueled drama in the band's early years. Personal lives became public spectacle, forever coloring Fleetwood Mac's legacy. I hope they're remembered at least as much for their lifetime commitment to artistry.
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
Dividing the greatest of all time from all the rest
Kobe Bryant and Lebron James are proving that greatness in humanity extends beyond ability alone. They have little hope of matching an all-time NBA great like Michael Jordan. Character matters. /AP photo
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
No lifeboat: Earth is humanity's hope for the future
On April 22, 1970, a crowd of environmentalists and other activists gathers in New York City to rally for the first Earth Day. /Image via Hulton Archive
Humanity could not exist without its lush green and blue planet Earth. In comparison, the other planets in our solar system are barren wastelands. We would likely have to burrow under ground to colonize the Moon and Mars.
Earth is humanity's only hope for the future, the basis upon which all our hopes and dreams rest. Understanding and protecting Earth's atmosphere is one of the greatest collective challenges facing our species. Human civilizations thrive when the temperature is just right, ice ages and epic droughts leave their mark with the death of millions.
Humanity came to life on Earth, and life will never be better for humanity than on Earth.
And Earth is hurtling through the endlessly cold darkness of space alone. Ignoring good stewardship of the planet poses enormous risk on a global scale.
Earth viewed over a Moon horizon during NASA's Apollo 8 mission in December 1968. Apollo 8 was humanity's first visit to another world, establishing the capability to travel to the planet's nearest neighbor and gathering photos of the Moon's desolate surface. /NASA image
Humanity could not exist without its lush green and blue planet Earth. In comparison, the other planets in our solar system are barren wastelands. We would likely have to burrow under ground to colonize the Moon and Mars.
Earth is humanity's only hope for the future, the basis upon which all our hopes and dreams rest. Understanding and protecting Earth's atmosphere is one of the greatest collective challenges facing our species. Human civilizations thrive when the temperature is just right, ice ages and epic droughts leave their mark with the death of millions.
Humanity came to life on Earth, and life will never be better for humanity than on Earth.
And Earth is hurtling through the endlessly cold darkness of space alone. Ignoring good stewardship of the planet poses enormous risk on a global scale.
Earth viewed over a Moon horizon during NASA's Apollo 8 mission in December 1968. Apollo 8 was humanity's first visit to another world, establishing the capability to travel to the planet's nearest neighbor and gathering photos of the Moon's desolate surface. /NASA image
Monday, April 8, 2013
Orwell fiction reveals facts about North Korea
/Image via www.bite.ca
I wish George Orwell was still alive to provide the world with an insightful analysis of Kim Jong-un and the totalitarian North Korean government. It should come as no surprise that the quotes below from Orwell's masterpieces, 1984 and Animal Farm, are as revealing about the Hermit Nation as anything you will read, hear or see in the media today.
The Korean Workers' Party is nearly a mirror image of the humanity-crushing Party described in 1984: The state has a monopoly on information, a cult of personality helps keep the government's leader in power, citizens are constantly whipped into a frenzy of fear over attack from foreign invaders, and anyone who dares to dissent or defect runs the risk of persecution as a political prisoner.
From 1984:
- Do you begin to see, then, what kind of world we are creating? It is the exact opposite of the stupid hedonistic Utopias that the old reformers imagined. A world of fear and treachery and torment, a world of trampling and being trampled upon, a world which will grow not less but more merciless as it refines itself. Progress in our world will be progress toward more pain.
- The three slogans of the Party:
WAR IS PEACE
FREEDOM IS SLAVERY
IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH - Never again will you be capable of ordinary human feeling. Everything will be dead inside you. Never again will you be capable of love, or friendship, or joy of living, or laughter, or curiosity, or courage, or integrity. You will be hollow. We shall squeeze you empty and then we shall fill you with ourselves.
- We know that no one ever seizes power with the intention of relinquishing it. Power is not a means; it is an end. One does not establish a dictatorship in order to safeguard a revolution; one makes the revolution in order to establish the dictatorship. The object of persecution is persecution. The object of torture is torture. The object of power is power.
- The ideal set up by the Party was something huge, terrible, and glittering—a world of steel and concrete, of monstrous machines and terrifying weapons—a nation of warriors and fanatics, marching forward in perfect unity, all thinking the same thoughts and shouting the same slogans, perpetually working, fighting, triumphing, persecuting—three hundred million people all with the same face.
- All animals are equal, but some animals are more equal than others.
- It had become usual to give Napoleon the credit for every successful achievement and every stroke of good fortune. You would often hear one hen remark to another, “Under the guidance of our leader, Comrade Napoleon, I have laid five eggs in six days” or two cows, enjoying a drink at the pool, would exclaim, “thanks to the leadership of Comrade Napoleon, how excellent this water tastes!"
- They had come to a time when no one dared speak his mind, when fierce, growling dogs roamed everywhere, and when you had to watch your comrades torn to pieces after confessing to shocking crimes.
Saturday, March 23, 2013
North Korea: Inaction in the face of genocide
This image was drawn by a concentration camp internee who escaped North Korea with help
from Life Funds for North Korean Refugees, a nongovernmental organization based
in Tokyo. /Image via robpongi.blogspot.com
The admissions of regret are as inevitable as the spring following the winter. Once the hideous enormity of genocide is laid bare for the entire world to see, international leaders who chose to do little or nothing at all to stop it emerge from their secure locations to explain their inaction and make shrill pronouncements of "never again."
Although few people outside Pyongyang know the exact figure, about 250,000 political prisoners are suffering and dying in North Korea's concentration camps. The handful of the doomed who have escaped these hell holes report that starvation, brutal living conditions and torture are the genocidal instruments of choice employed in the camps.
The day will come when the totalitarian regime that has governed North Korea for the past half century will be held to account for its crimes against humanity. After the survivors bear what is left of their souls, after the images of emaciated human forms flood the media, after a museum is erected in the vain hope that such cruelty can be averted for all time, politicians will step forward to ease our collective conscience with a slathering of well-chosen words.
One of the masters of apologetically explaining inaction in the face of genocide is President Bill Clinton.
During a visit to Rwanda in 1998, Clinton offered the following artfully crafted rhetoric in describing why he and other world leaders failed to answer the call when hundreds of thousands of Rwandans were slaughtered over the course of 100 days in 1994:
"The international community, together with nations in Africa, must bear its share of responsibility for this tragedy, as well. We did not act quickly enough after the killing began. We should not have allowed the refugee camps to become safe haven for the killers. We did not immediately call these crimes by their rightful name: genocide. We cannot change the past. But we can and must do everything in our power to help you build a future without fear, and full of hope.
"We owe to those who died, and to those who survived who loved them, our every effort to increase our vigilance and strengthen our stand against those who would commit such atrocities in the future here or elsewhere.
"Indeed, we owe to all the peoples of the world who are at risk because each bloodletting hastens the next as the value of human life is degraded and violence becomes tolerated, the unimaginable becomes more conceivable. We owe to all the people in the world our best efforts to organize ourselves so that we can maximize the chances of preventing these events. And where they cannot be prevented, we can move more quickly to minimize the horror.
"So let us challenge ourselves to build a world in which no branch of humanity, because of national, racial, ethnic, or religious origin, is again threatened with destruction because of those characteristics, of which people should rightly be proud. Let us work together as a community of civilized nations to strengthen our ability to prevent and, if necessary, to stop genocide."
North Korea has been committing genocidal acts on thousands, possibly millions, of its own citizens for decades. World leaders have done little to nothing to stop these crimes against humanity.
When will we rise to the challenge? When will we save our North Korean brothers and sisters from the same fate the Jews endured in the gas chambers, the Cambodians experienced in the killing fields and the Rwandans bore at the hands of machete-wielding thugs?
What too-little-too-late apology will we offer for our inaction?
The admissions of regret are as inevitable as the spring following the winter. Once the hideous enormity of genocide is laid bare for the entire world to see, international leaders who chose to do little or nothing at all to stop it emerge from their secure locations to explain their inaction and make shrill pronouncements of "never again."
Although few people outside Pyongyang know the exact figure, about 250,000 political prisoners are suffering and dying in North Korea's concentration camps. The handful of the doomed who have escaped these hell holes report that starvation, brutal living conditions and torture are the genocidal instruments of choice employed in the camps.
The day will come when the totalitarian regime that has governed North Korea for the past half century will be held to account for its crimes against humanity. After the survivors bear what is left of their souls, after the images of emaciated human forms flood the media, after a museum is erected in the vain hope that such cruelty can be averted for all time, politicians will step forward to ease our collective conscience with a slathering of well-chosen words.
One of the masters of apologetically explaining inaction in the face of genocide is President Bill Clinton.
During a visit to Rwanda in 1998, Clinton offered the following artfully crafted rhetoric in describing why he and other world leaders failed to answer the call when hundreds of thousands of Rwandans were slaughtered over the course of 100 days in 1994:
"The international community, together with nations in Africa, must bear its share of responsibility for this tragedy, as well. We did not act quickly enough after the killing began. We should not have allowed the refugee camps to become safe haven for the killers. We did not immediately call these crimes by their rightful name: genocide. We cannot change the past. But we can and must do everything in our power to help you build a future without fear, and full of hope.
"We owe to those who died, and to those who survived who loved them, our every effort to increase our vigilance and strengthen our stand against those who would commit such atrocities in the future here or elsewhere.
"Indeed, we owe to all the peoples of the world who are at risk because each bloodletting hastens the next as the value of human life is degraded and violence becomes tolerated, the unimaginable becomes more conceivable. We owe to all the people in the world our best efforts to organize ourselves so that we can maximize the chances of preventing these events. And where they cannot be prevented, we can move more quickly to minimize the horror.
"So let us challenge ourselves to build a world in which no branch of humanity, because of national, racial, ethnic, or religious origin, is again threatened with destruction because of those characteristics, of which people should rightly be proud. Let us work together as a community of civilized nations to strengthen our ability to prevent and, if necessary, to stop genocide."
North Korea has been committing genocidal acts on thousands, possibly millions, of its own citizens for decades. World leaders have done little to nothing to stop these crimes against humanity.
When will we rise to the challenge? When will we save our North Korean brothers and sisters from the same fate the Jews endured in the gas chambers, the Cambodians experienced in the killing fields and the Rwandans bore at the hands of machete-wielding thugs?
What too-little-too-late apology will we offer for our inaction?
Friday, March 15, 2013
'I am not only a pacifist but a militant pacifist'
Albert Einstein's theory of relativity became one of the scientific building blocks for atomic bombs. Five months before he died in 1955, Einstein offered the following observation about nuclear weapons: "I made one great mistake in my life ... when I signed the letter to President
Roosevelt recommending that atom bombs be made; but there was some justification
-- the danger that the Germans would make them." /Image via hebus.org
Albert Einstein, who was born on March 14, 1879, is widely viewed as the greatest physicist of the 20th century. But his standing as a committed humanitarian and advocate for peace is less well known.
Here are a few of his comments about the human condition:
"The world is a dangerous place to live; not because of the people who are evil, but because of the people who don't do anything about it."
"We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them."
"Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile."
"Peace cannot be kept by force; it can only be achieved by understanding."
"If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed."
"There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle."
"Anger dwells only in the bosom of fools."
"It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity."
"Nationalism is an infantile disease. It is the measles of mankind."
"An empty stomach is not a good political adviser."
"Our task must be to free ourselves by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature and its beauty."
"Few are those who see with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts."
"The pursuit of truth and beauty is a sphere of activity in which we are permitted to remain children all our lives."
"In matters of truth and justice, there is no difference between large and small problems, for issues concerning the treatment of people are all the same."
"I am not only a pacifist but a militant pacifist. I am willing to fight for peace. Nothing will end war unless the people themselves refuse to go to war."
"Love is a better teacher than duty."
"Heroism on command, senseless violence, and all the loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism -- how passionately I hate them!"
"Never do anything against conscience even if the state demands it."
"It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Embrace the healing power of love
Loving Comfort Dogs brought a measure of peace to Newtown, Conn., after 20 first-graders were shot to death at Sandy Hook Elementary School. /Image via AP
Everybody loves a train wreck: Our eyes are irresistibly drawn to violence and suffering; and the grander the catastrophe, the better the ratings. But take a moment with what's left of this Valentine's Day to reflect on how love has brought healing or at least solice to someone you care deeply about.
In our household, one of our cats has been living with terminal cancer for about two years. Chop Chop's heart is too weak to risk medical intervention. She has continued to thrive on nothing more than our love and a steady diet of Fancy Feast, which is the only food she'll eat on a consistent basis.
Still don't believe? Here's what some pretty smart people have to say about the transformative power of love:
Mahatma Ghandi: “When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it -- always.”
Martin Luther King Jr.: “Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.”
Albert Einstein: “Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.”
Bob Marley: "You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
Jesus: "Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the Earth... Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy... Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God."
Lao Tzu: “Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”
Robert Heinlein: “Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
J.K. Rowling: “You're the one who is weak. You will never know love or friendship. And I feel sorry for you.”
Mother Teresa: “I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”
John Lennon: “There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.”
Plato: “Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet.”
Bertrand Russell: “Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.”
Victor Hugo: “What Is love? I have met in the streets a very poor young man who was in love. His hat was old, his coat worn, the water passed through his shoes and the stars through his soul.”
Eleanor Roosevelt: “It takes courage to love, but pain through love is the purifying fire which those who love generously know. We all know people who are so much afraid of pain that they shut themselves up like clams in a shell and, giving out nothing, receive nothing and therefore shrink until life is a mere living death.”
Oscar Wilde: “Who, being loved, is poor?"
Sophocles: “One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love.”
Everybody loves a train wreck: Our eyes are irresistibly drawn to violence and suffering; and the grander the catastrophe, the better the ratings. But take a moment with what's left of this Valentine's Day to reflect on how love has brought healing or at least solice to someone you care deeply about.
In our household, one of our cats has been living with terminal cancer for about two years. Chop Chop's heart is too weak to risk medical intervention. She has continued to thrive on nothing more than our love and a steady diet of Fancy Feast, which is the only food she'll eat on a consistent basis.
Still don't believe? Here's what some pretty smart people have to say about the transformative power of love:
Mahatma Ghandi: “When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it -- always.”
Martin Luther King Jr.: “Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.”
Albert Einstein: “Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.”
Bob Marley: "You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
Jesus: "Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the Earth... Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy... Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God."
Lao Tzu: “Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”
Robert Heinlein: “Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
J.K. Rowling: “You're the one who is weak. You will never know love or friendship. And I feel sorry for you.”
Mother Teresa: “I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”
John Lennon: “There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.”
Plato: “Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet.”
Bertrand Russell: “Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.”
Victor Hugo: “What Is love? I have met in the streets a very poor young man who was in love. His hat was old, his coat worn, the water passed through his shoes and the stars through his soul.”
Eleanor Roosevelt: “It takes courage to love, but pain through love is the purifying fire which those who love generously know. We all know people who are so much afraid of pain that they shut themselves up like clams in a shell and, giving out nothing, receive nothing and therefore shrink until life is a mere living death.”
Oscar Wilde: “Who, being loved, is poor?"
Sophocles: “One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love.”
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Murder in the Street: A Memoir
Bullwork journalist Chris Cheney interviews former U.S. Rep. Barney Frank in
1996. /MetroWest Daily News image
EDITOR'S NOTE: This memoir recounts a recent U.S. murder trial. The names of people and places have been changed in the interest of respecting the U.S. justice system and the privacy of the innocent. All other descriptions in this account are a fair attempt to reflect the truth about a harsh reality.
If you take your responsibilities as a U.S. citizen the least bit seriously, serving on a murder trial jury is an experience you will never forget.
The Anystate judiciary had my number, which was called every three years like clockwork. With a little luck and by strategically placing myself at the end of every line that potential jurors stood in, I had managed to be seated in a jury only twice over a span of two decades.
In the first case, I was fresh out of college and had been living in Anystate for a couple of years. A teacher was accused of operating under the influence, second offense. Let's just say for now that the jury could have been accused of incompetence.
The second time I was seated on a jury came two weeks before Christmas in Innercity Superior Court. A teenager had admitted stabbing another teen to death in the street minutes after midnight on New Year's Eve. The now 17-year-old defendant was 15 when he plunged a beat up steak knife into the neck and heart of the 18-year-old stabbing victim. The jury would be asked to decide whether the killing was justified under the law or a crime ranging from involuntary manslaughter to first-degree murder.
Not wanting to sit through a lengthy trial over the holidays any more than anyone else in the building, I thought being a journalist would help keep me off the jury. I couldn't have been more wrong.
I was among nearly 100 potential jurors led into a courtroom that needed a good scraping and new coat of paint. Jury selection began with a brief synopsis of the case to help potential jurors determine whether they had conflicts of interest such as knowing any of the key figures linked to the trial. But on this day, Christmas loomed larger than any conflicts of interest. Many of the potential jurors had travel plans and the judge was dismissing a steady stream of them.
I had a vague recollection of news reports on the killing, and that trump card was in my hand as I approached the judge, two prosecutors and two defense attorneys in the "sidebar" area next to His Honor's stained-wood perch.
Judge, speaking in a hushed tone: "Do you know anyone involved in this case or have any other potential conflict of interest?"
CC: "No."
Judge: "Have you ever heard about this case or do you have any potential bias against anyone involved in this case?"
CC: "I work at a newspaper, and I'm pretty sure I read a story about the case but I don't remember many details."
Judge, leaning forward and whispering: "Can you help us out? This is an important case and we're struggling to seat a jury so close to the holidays."
Memorable moment No. 1: Despite losing much of my youthful idealism many years ago, I'm susceptible to calls to civic duty.
It took a day and a half to seat 15 jurors, only 12 of whom would deliberate the case. As jurors had been selected, we were led one-by-one to the slightly confined jury room down the hall. (Note to potential murder trial jurors: you will spend a lot of time in the jury room with very little to do, and it can become a problem.) Soon after the 15th member of the jury joined us around the big, rectangular, wooden table that dominated the room, a pair of court officers lined us up in the hallway then led us into the courtroom.
With the exception of the judge, they were all there as we took our assigned seats in the jury box. "The Kid" stood at least 6-feet tall behind a table near the center of the room, with the defense attorneys by his side. The prosecutor, clad in a conservative dark blue dress, and the young man from the DA's office who would run around the courtroom with exhibits of evidence smiled at us from behind their centrally located table. The courtroom's gallery, which stretched across the back of the room and under the windows along the wall opposite the jury box, was filled with police officers, witnesses, and loved ones of the defendant and the deceased.
Bailiff: "All rise for the Honorable Justice Stephen Cosgrove!"
After the black-robed judge entered the room and sat down, we were all told to be seated. It was about 2 in the afternoon and the judge said we would be going home early after he gave us some advisories and instructions. He didn't expect the jury would have to be sequestered in a hotel. We weren't allowed to speak about the case to anyone outside the courthouse. We were not allowed to discuss the case with other jurors until deliberations began. He hoped the trial would be over before Christmas but it could last into early January.
Visiting the
scene of the crime
There are some mean streets in Innercity, so I was surprised that the court bailiffs who accompanied the jury to the crime scene on the first full day of the trial were armed with only white wooden staffs out of the 1700s. I was even more surprised when our bus ride from the courthouse to the neighborhood of worn triple-deckers where the stabbing had occurred took only five minutes.
The lead defense attorney was the first one out of the bus on that sunny, brisk December day, and he promptly stepped in a pile of dog crap on the sidewalk. Counsel was right out of central casting: a square-jawed, telegenic face and dressed in sharp overcoat, silk scarf and a wide-brimmed hat.
The judge, next out of the bus, noted the defense attorney's sticky predicament and told jurors hopping onto the sidewalk to "watch out for the dog excrement."
We were in front of the brown triple-decker where The Kid had stormed out of his family's sparsely furnished apartment and charged across the small, scruffy park next to the house for his teenage date with infamy. Once all the jurors had assembled on the sidewalk and attorney James Fellows had scraped the sole of his Italian shoe clean, counsel positioned himself with the park to his back and The Kid's house on his left.
Fellows lifted up his black-leather-gloved left hand and pointed down the street: "Look down to the end of the block, where the stop sign is. You'll see there's a little bar down there on the right."
It could have been any street in Innercity. The sidewalk we were standing on ran all the way to the intersection Fellows had pointed out, with two houses next to The Kid's, then a couple of vacant lots followed by more triple-deckers to the end of the street. The opposite side of the street had the bar, a Laundromat, a couple of houses then a small wooded area sprinkled with tires and old appliances that came up to where our bus was parked.
Judge: "Now please step down here a few feet in front of the park."
Led by the bailiffs and their white staffs, we shuffled in the opposite direction of where our attention had first been directed, and stopped at the center of the waist-high chain-link fence that enclosed all sides of the park next to The Kid's house.
Prosecutor Jennifer Kane, protected from the cold in her black overcoat but with inch-high-heeled shoes that couldn't have kept her toes warm: "Before we go into the park, note the distance from this entryway opening in the fence to the other side of the park and Langdon Street."
It was about 120 feet to Langdon, which had a sidewalk running along the park's chain-link fence and three triple-deckers facing into the park from the other side of the street.
As the jury and the court officers walked into the park, we were told to look at key features: the pair of two-foot-high concrete benches that lined the park's single strip of asphalt sidewalk, which gently winded from The Kid's street to Langdon Street; the two lamp posts in the park, only one of which was in working order; and the open gap in the fence along Langdon Street that served as the entryway to that side of the park.
The bailiffs stepped through the Langdon Street entryway. One bailiff turned to the right and stationed himself in front of the triple-decker on that end of the park; another bailiff took a left and stationed himself in front of the triple-decker on that end of the park; and the third bailiff ascended the first step of the triple-decker in the middle, the last steps 18-year-old Anthony Perez ever descended.
The prosecutor pointed out a Langdon Street manhole cover in front of the middle house. It could have been any chunk of cracked blacktop in Innercity.
Kane, pointing first to the manhole then to a nearby section of the sidewalk that edged the park: "This is where Anthony Perez was found stabbed and a bloody knife was found 10 feet away on the sidewalk."
The prosecution’s narrative
The day the prosecution began presenting its case was most remarkable for what happened just outside the courtroom doors.
Jennifer Kane was only about 30 minutes into entering several photographs and maps into evidence when shouting could be heard behind the main gallery area and set of double oak doors that opened directly across the courtroom from where the judge sat. Two of the four bailiffs in the courtroom rushed through those doors, and Kane paused, waiting for a cue from the judge.
The jurors were never told about the fisticuffs in the hallway between partisans in The Kid's murder trial. But the judge sequestered us to the jury room from that point forward whenever we were in the courthouse, so we had a pretty good idea of what had happened. I'm not sure about the other jurors, but I took the incident as a reminder of the mess I was in, the potential for violence among the people who were gathering in the courtroom gallery every day, and the high stakes for justice playing out before our eyes.
The prosecutor's theory explaining Anthony Perez's killing was fairly simple.
According to Kane:
- On New Year's Eve day, The Kid got into a fight in front of his triple-decker around 6 p.m., when his 13-year-old sister claimed a teen boy had followed her down the street from the Laundromat talking shit.
- Defeated, The Kid went back into his family's apartment to salve his wounded pride with liquor.
- Around 11 p.m., his sister went to a party at the middle triple-decker across the park.
- When she came back to the family's apartment soon after midnight complaining about being tossed from the party, The Kid grabbed the steak knife the family used to work the lock on the apartment's front door and ran across the park.
- On Langdon Street, The Kid confronted Anthony Perez, who was related to the people who had hosted the party, in the crowd that had poured onto the street after midnight.
- One combatant had brought a knife to a fist fight and soon a mortally wounded Perez was in a pool of blood on Langdon Street's frigid asphalt.
The prosecution began presenting its case with a parade of gruesome exhibits, starting with a coroner's line drawing of the upper half of Perez's body showing all nine locations where the 18-year-old had been stabbed. One of Kane's justifications for a first-degree murder conviction was that the killing had been committed with "extreme cruelty."
Compared to what the defense had in store, the prosecution's stable of witnesses was small but hard-hitting.
The witness stand was attached to the judge's perch and only about 6 or 7 feet away from the nearest juror. A technician from the state crime lab was first in the dock and explained the knife wounds, noting which among them were defensive, survivable, fatal. Perez had at least two defensive wounds on his arms; either the stab wound to the neck or the one to the heart probably would have killed him within minutes, the crime lab tech said.
Other than calling one of Perez's relatives who had hosted the New Year's Eve party, the rest of Kane's witnesses were police officers and detectives. One of the sergeants who testified had been at the front desk in the police station when The Kid turned himself in a couple weeks after the stabbing. The sergeant said the teen bellied up to the counter then pointed to a poster on the wall and said, "I'm the one you're looking for."
Defense presents ghetto opera
Doubt was defense attorney James Fellows' best hope.
As one of the jurors would soon point out just minutes into deliberations, his client was "guilty of something" in Anthony Perez's killing. Fellows knew the prosecution was seeking a first-degree murder conviction. If found guilty, The Kid would begin and end his adulthood in prison.
Although the jury wouldn't hear or see anything substantive from The Kid until the day it rendered a verdict, the defense called about 20 witnesses to the stand, including several of the defendant's family members and friends as well as a forensic psychologist the court had commissioned to evaluate the teen killer. Fellows' presentation to the jury wasn't anything like the one the prosecution had made. He would not try to convince jurors to believe a particular narrative describing the events leading up to Perez's killing. He would try to convince the jury that the fatal stabbing was nothing more than another shocking act of a ghetto opera booked for a never-ending run on the streets of Innercity.
Fellows sowed the seeds of doubt wherever he thought they would take hold.
He introduced into evidence photos of two knives that police found in the park after the stabbing.
He called a witness who claimed someone had pulled up in an SUV or mini-van then then brandished a small-caliber handgun as the rowdy New Year's Eve party crowd filled the section of Langdon Street near the park minutes before The Kid and Perez started exchanging blows.
Over Jennifer Kane's strenuous objections, the dashing defense attorney entered an earlier teenage homicide into the mix. About a year before Perez took his last breath, The Kid's sister was hanging out in a vacant home with friends and frenemies when someone pulled a small-caliber handgun. Within seconds, one of the teens was on the floor with a bullet in his head.
When Fellows called The Kid's sister, Shameka, to the witness stand, she was asked to describe the shooting and what she had told investigators. Shameka swore she wasn't a snitch but admitted talking with the police. She said the shooting victim's friends, including Anthony Perez, had targeted her for retaliation over working with the detectives. Shameka described a fight that broke out over the shooting when she was at a pal's house, as well as gunshots fired at her home that prompted the family to move to the brown triple-decker the jury had visited on the first day of the trial.
Fellows also called the teen who fought with The Kid about six hours before Perez was stabbed.
Fellows: "You followed Shameka down from the Laundromat that night. What did you say to her?"
Sammy, slouching low in the witness stand so all you could see was his face: "It was New Year's Eve, and me and a couple buddies were walking down the street to a party. She started it."
Fellows: "Started what?"
Sammy: "She pushed by me when we were down by the Laundromat, then gave me this look, like it was my fault."
Fellows: "Did you and Shameka talk as you walked down the street?"
Sammy: "Yeah, she said some stuff. I said some stuff. Then we got down in front of her house and she started yelling up to the second floor for her big brother to come out."
Fellows: "Then what happened?"
Sammy: "The Kid came out, got in my face, and I punched him in the head. He went down but there were a bunch of people on the sidewalk, so I took off into the bushes across the street before I could get jumped."
For several days, Fellows called witness after witness to establish what everyone in the courtroom already knew: Innercity isn't where any parent would choose to raise their kids.
Fellows wrapped up his presentation with witnesses and testimony about his client's shattered psyche and horrific childhood.
The Kid's mother described a boy who was an alcoholic by the time he was 13. His father, an African immigrant, had beaten The Kid and other family members so many times that his mother finally had him deported. She said her son had struggled in school for years and had to be placed in a facility for troubled youths after he finished elementary school.
The forensic psychologist who testified for the defense, Dr. Allen Kimble, ran through the litany of The Kid's developmental, social, and psychological defects. Dr. Kimble confirmed The Kid was an alcoholic, said the defendant probably suffered from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder linked to the beatings at the hands of his father, documented the teen's trouble in school, and explained that many psychologists would consider the teen's 79 I.Q. rating as close to the cutoff point for mental retardation.
Kane's cross examination of Dr. Kimble focused on how much the forensic psychologist was being paid for his work with The Kid.
Whether it hit a nerve with Fellows because he was working the case pro bono, or whether the defense attorney just saw an opportunity to score points with the jury, Fellows kept Dr. Kimble on the stand after Kane's questioning.
Walking slowly and deliberately toward the jury box, Fellows asked the shrink how much he was customarily paid for his services. As Dr. Kimble answered, counsel tried to establish eye contact with every juror, then turned abruptly toward his witness and nearly shouted: "Dr. Kimble, are you a whore?"
The trial was in its ninth day, Christmas and New Year's had come and gone, each court session had been intense and tinged with danger.
As the well-chosen word seemingly echoed in the courtroom, everyone present, with the exception of the judge and the prosecutor, bellowed with laughter or barely contained their smirking faces. For the first time since the trial began, the people seated in the gallery shared an emotion other than hatred or anger, with some literally falling out of their chairs.
Jennifer Kane shot to her feet in an instant.
Kane: "Your Honor! I must..."
Judge Cosgrove, his crimson face contrasting brilliantly with his black robe: "Objection sustained. The jury will disregard the defense attorney's last comment. And Mr. Fellows, you will refrain from using foul language in my courtroom."
Reaching the verdict
Among the marching orders from Judge Cosgrove was a directive, from Day 1 of the trial, that none of the 15 people picked to hear the case could talk about it until a dozen of them were deliberating in the jury room. It was a problem on Day 1, and we had only spent about a half hour in the jury room following the bus ride to The Kid's street.
Selecting the 12 jurors who would
deliberate on The Kid's case was like Bingo, except the stakes were infinitely
higher. Judge Cosgrove's clerk stood at his ornate but worn desk in the center
of the courtroom, spinning a small drum with 15 numbers inside it.
We lined up in the hallway outside
the jury room like we always did getting ready to go back to the courtroom,
then marched the zig-zagging route through the courthouse we had followed since
the fight that had interrupted Jennifer Kane on the second day of the trial.
EDITOR'S NOTE: This memoir recounts a recent U.S. murder trial. The names of people and places have been changed in the interest of respecting the U.S. justice system and the privacy of the innocent. All other descriptions in this account are a fair attempt to reflect the truth about a harsh reality.
If you take your responsibilities as a U.S. citizen the least bit seriously, serving on a murder trial jury is an experience you will never forget.
The Anystate judiciary had my number, which was called every three years like clockwork. With a little luck and by strategically placing myself at the end of every line that potential jurors stood in, I had managed to be seated in a jury only twice over a span of two decades.
In the first case, I was fresh out of college and had been living in Anystate for a couple of years. A teacher was accused of operating under the influence, second offense. Let's just say for now that the jury could have been accused of incompetence.
The second time I was seated on a jury came two weeks before Christmas in Innercity Superior Court. A teenager had admitted stabbing another teen to death in the street minutes after midnight on New Year's Eve. The now 17-year-old defendant was 15 when he plunged a beat up steak knife into the neck and heart of the 18-year-old stabbing victim. The jury would be asked to decide whether the killing was justified under the law or a crime ranging from involuntary manslaughter to first-degree murder.
Not wanting to sit through a lengthy trial over the holidays any more than anyone else in the building, I thought being a journalist would help keep me off the jury. I couldn't have been more wrong.
I was among nearly 100 potential jurors led into a courtroom that needed a good scraping and new coat of paint. Jury selection began with a brief synopsis of the case to help potential jurors determine whether they had conflicts of interest such as knowing any of the key figures linked to the trial. But on this day, Christmas loomed larger than any conflicts of interest. Many of the potential jurors had travel plans and the judge was dismissing a steady stream of them.
I had a vague recollection of news reports on the killing, and that trump card was in my hand as I approached the judge, two prosecutors and two defense attorneys in the "sidebar" area next to His Honor's stained-wood perch.
Judge, speaking in a hushed tone: "Do you know anyone involved in this case or have any other potential conflict of interest?"
CC: "No."
Judge: "Have you ever heard about this case or do you have any potential bias against anyone involved in this case?"
CC: "I work at a newspaper, and I'm pretty sure I read a story about the case but I don't remember many details."
Judge, leaning forward and whispering: "Can you help us out? This is an important case and we're struggling to seat a jury so close to the holidays."
Memorable moment No. 1: Despite losing much of my youthful idealism many years ago, I'm susceptible to calls to civic duty.
It took a day and a half to seat 15 jurors, only 12 of whom would deliberate the case. As jurors had been selected, we were led one-by-one to the slightly confined jury room down the hall. (Note to potential murder trial jurors: you will spend a lot of time in the jury room with very little to do, and it can become a problem.) Soon after the 15th member of the jury joined us around the big, rectangular, wooden table that dominated the room, a pair of court officers lined us up in the hallway then led us into the courtroom.
With the exception of the judge, they were all there as we took our assigned seats in the jury box. "The Kid" stood at least 6-feet tall behind a table near the center of the room, with the defense attorneys by his side. The prosecutor, clad in a conservative dark blue dress, and the young man from the DA's office who would run around the courtroom with exhibits of evidence smiled at us from behind their centrally located table. The courtroom's gallery, which stretched across the back of the room and under the windows along the wall opposite the jury box, was filled with police officers, witnesses, and loved ones of the defendant and the deceased.
Bailiff: "All rise for the Honorable Justice Stephen Cosgrove!"
After the black-robed judge entered the room and sat down, we were all told to be seated. It was about 2 in the afternoon and the judge said we would be going home early after he gave us some advisories and instructions. He didn't expect the jury would have to be sequestered in a hotel. We weren't allowed to speak about the case to anyone outside the courthouse. We were not allowed to discuss the case with other jurors until deliberations began. He hoped the trial would be over before Christmas but it could last into early January.
Visiting the
scene of the crime
There are some mean streets in Innercity, so I was surprised that the court bailiffs who accompanied the jury to the crime scene on the first full day of the trial were armed with only white wooden staffs out of the 1700s. I was even more surprised when our bus ride from the courthouse to the neighborhood of worn triple-deckers where the stabbing had occurred took only five minutes.
The lead defense attorney was the first one out of the bus on that sunny, brisk December day, and he promptly stepped in a pile of dog crap on the sidewalk. Counsel was right out of central casting: a square-jawed, telegenic face and dressed in sharp overcoat, silk scarf and a wide-brimmed hat.
The judge, next out of the bus, noted the defense attorney's sticky predicament and told jurors hopping onto the sidewalk to "watch out for the dog excrement."
We were in front of the brown triple-decker where The Kid had stormed out of his family's sparsely furnished apartment and charged across the small, scruffy park next to the house for his teenage date with infamy. Once all the jurors had assembled on the sidewalk and attorney James Fellows had scraped the sole of his Italian shoe clean, counsel positioned himself with the park to his back and The Kid's house on his left.
Fellows lifted up his black-leather-gloved left hand and pointed down the street: "Look down to the end of the block, where the stop sign is. You'll see there's a little bar down there on the right."
It could have been any street in Innercity. The sidewalk we were standing on ran all the way to the intersection Fellows had pointed out, with two houses next to The Kid's, then a couple of vacant lots followed by more triple-deckers to the end of the street. The opposite side of the street had the bar, a Laundromat, a couple of houses then a small wooded area sprinkled with tires and old appliances that came up to where our bus was parked.
Judge: "Now please step down here a few feet in front of the park."
Led by the bailiffs and their white staffs, we shuffled in the opposite direction of where our attention had first been directed, and stopped at the center of the waist-high chain-link fence that enclosed all sides of the park next to The Kid's house.
Prosecutor Jennifer Kane, protected from the cold in her black overcoat but with inch-high-heeled shoes that couldn't have kept her toes warm: "Before we go into the park, note the distance from this entryway opening in the fence to the other side of the park and Langdon Street."
It was about 120 feet to Langdon, which had a sidewalk running along the park's chain-link fence and three triple-deckers facing into the park from the other side of the street.
As the jury and the court officers walked into the park, we were told to look at key features: the pair of two-foot-high concrete benches that lined the park's single strip of asphalt sidewalk, which gently winded from The Kid's street to Langdon Street; the two lamp posts in the park, only one of which was in working order; and the open gap in the fence along Langdon Street that served as the entryway to that side of the park.
The bailiffs stepped through the Langdon Street entryway. One bailiff turned to the right and stationed himself in front of the triple-decker on that end of the park; another bailiff took a left and stationed himself in front of the triple-decker on that end of the park; and the third bailiff ascended the first step of the triple-decker in the middle, the last steps 18-year-old Anthony Perez ever descended.
The prosecutor pointed out a Langdon Street manhole cover in front of the middle house. It could have been any chunk of cracked blacktop in Innercity.
Kane, pointing first to the manhole then to a nearby section of the sidewalk that edged the park: "This is where Anthony Perez was found stabbed and a bloody knife was found 10 feet away on the sidewalk."
The prosecution’s narrative
The day the prosecution began presenting its case was most remarkable for what happened just outside the courtroom doors.
Jennifer Kane was only about 30 minutes into entering several photographs and maps into evidence when shouting could be heard behind the main gallery area and set of double oak doors that opened directly across the courtroom from where the judge sat. Two of the four bailiffs in the courtroom rushed through those doors, and Kane paused, waiting for a cue from the judge.
The jurors were never told about the fisticuffs in the hallway between partisans in The Kid's murder trial. But the judge sequestered us to the jury room from that point forward whenever we were in the courthouse, so we had a pretty good idea of what had happened. I'm not sure about the other jurors, but I took the incident as a reminder of the mess I was in, the potential for violence among the people who were gathering in the courtroom gallery every day, and the high stakes for justice playing out before our eyes.
The prosecutor's theory explaining Anthony Perez's killing was fairly simple.
According to Kane:
- On New Year's Eve day, The Kid got into a fight in front of his triple-decker around 6 p.m., when his 13-year-old sister claimed a teen boy had followed her down the street from the Laundromat talking shit.
- Defeated, The Kid went back into his family's apartment to salve his wounded pride with liquor.
- Around 11 p.m., his sister went to a party at the middle triple-decker across the park.
- When she came back to the family's apartment soon after midnight complaining about being tossed from the party, The Kid grabbed the steak knife the family used to work the lock on the apartment's front door and ran across the park.
- On Langdon Street, The Kid confronted Anthony Perez, who was related to the people who had hosted the party, in the crowd that had poured onto the street after midnight.
- One combatant had brought a knife to a fist fight and soon a mortally wounded Perez was in a pool of blood on Langdon Street's frigid asphalt.
The prosecution began presenting its case with a parade of gruesome exhibits, starting with a coroner's line drawing of the upper half of Perez's body showing all nine locations where the 18-year-old had been stabbed. One of Kane's justifications for a first-degree murder conviction was that the killing had been committed with "extreme cruelty."
Compared to what the defense had in store, the prosecution's stable of witnesses was small but hard-hitting.
The witness stand was attached to the judge's perch and only about 6 or 7 feet away from the nearest juror. A technician from the state crime lab was first in the dock and explained the knife wounds, noting which among them were defensive, survivable, fatal. Perez had at least two defensive wounds on his arms; either the stab wound to the neck or the one to the heart probably would have killed him within minutes, the crime lab tech said.
Other than calling one of Perez's relatives who had hosted the New Year's Eve party, the rest of Kane's witnesses were police officers and detectives. One of the sergeants who testified had been at the front desk in the police station when The Kid turned himself in a couple weeks after the stabbing. The sergeant said the teen bellied up to the counter then pointed to a poster on the wall and said, "I'm the one you're looking for."
Defense presents ghetto opera
Doubt was defense attorney James Fellows' best hope.
As one of the jurors would soon point out just minutes into deliberations, his client was "guilty of something" in Anthony Perez's killing. Fellows knew the prosecution was seeking a first-degree murder conviction. If found guilty, The Kid would begin and end his adulthood in prison.
Although the jury wouldn't hear or see anything substantive from The Kid until the day it rendered a verdict, the defense called about 20 witnesses to the stand, including several of the defendant's family members and friends as well as a forensic psychologist the court had commissioned to evaluate the teen killer. Fellows' presentation to the jury wasn't anything like the one the prosecution had made. He would not try to convince jurors to believe a particular narrative describing the events leading up to Perez's killing. He would try to convince the jury that the fatal stabbing was nothing more than another shocking act of a ghetto opera booked for a never-ending run on the streets of Innercity.
Fellows sowed the seeds of doubt wherever he thought they would take hold.
He introduced into evidence photos of two knives that police found in the park after the stabbing.
He called a witness who claimed someone had pulled up in an SUV or mini-van then then brandished a small-caliber handgun as the rowdy New Year's Eve party crowd filled the section of Langdon Street near the park minutes before The Kid and Perez started exchanging blows.
Over Jennifer Kane's strenuous objections, the dashing defense attorney entered an earlier teenage homicide into the mix. About a year before Perez took his last breath, The Kid's sister was hanging out in a vacant home with friends and frenemies when someone pulled a small-caliber handgun. Within seconds, one of the teens was on the floor with a bullet in his head.
When Fellows called The Kid's sister, Shameka, to the witness stand, she was asked to describe the shooting and what she had told investigators. Shameka swore she wasn't a snitch but admitted talking with the police. She said the shooting victim's friends, including Anthony Perez, had targeted her for retaliation over working with the detectives. Shameka described a fight that broke out over the shooting when she was at a pal's house, as well as gunshots fired at her home that prompted the family to move to the brown triple-decker the jury had visited on the first day of the trial.
Fellows also called the teen who fought with The Kid about six hours before Perez was stabbed.
Fellows: "You followed Shameka down from the Laundromat that night. What did you say to her?"
Sammy, slouching low in the witness stand so all you could see was his face: "It was New Year's Eve, and me and a couple buddies were walking down the street to a party. She started it."
Fellows: "Started what?"
Sammy: "She pushed by me when we were down by the Laundromat, then gave me this look, like it was my fault."
Fellows: "Did you and Shameka talk as you walked down the street?"
Sammy: "Yeah, she said some stuff. I said some stuff. Then we got down in front of her house and she started yelling up to the second floor for her big brother to come out."
Fellows: "Then what happened?"
Sammy: "The Kid came out, got in my face, and I punched him in the head. He went down but there were a bunch of people on the sidewalk, so I took off into the bushes across the street before I could get jumped."
For several days, Fellows called witness after witness to establish what everyone in the courtroom already knew: Innercity isn't where any parent would choose to raise their kids.
Fellows wrapped up his presentation with witnesses and testimony about his client's shattered psyche and horrific childhood.
The Kid's mother described a boy who was an alcoholic by the time he was 13. His father, an African immigrant, had beaten The Kid and other family members so many times that his mother finally had him deported. She said her son had struggled in school for years and had to be placed in a facility for troubled youths after he finished elementary school.
The forensic psychologist who testified for the defense, Dr. Allen Kimble, ran through the litany of The Kid's developmental, social, and psychological defects. Dr. Kimble confirmed The Kid was an alcoholic, said the defendant probably suffered from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder linked to the beatings at the hands of his father, documented the teen's trouble in school, and explained that many psychologists would consider the teen's 79 I.Q. rating as close to the cutoff point for mental retardation.
Kane's cross examination of Dr. Kimble focused on how much the forensic psychologist was being paid for his work with The Kid.
Whether it hit a nerve with Fellows because he was working the case pro bono, or whether the defense attorney just saw an opportunity to score points with the jury, Fellows kept Dr. Kimble on the stand after Kane's questioning.
Walking slowly and deliberately toward the jury box, Fellows asked the shrink how much he was customarily paid for his services. As Dr. Kimble answered, counsel tried to establish eye contact with every juror, then turned abruptly toward his witness and nearly shouted: "Dr. Kimble, are you a whore?"
The trial was in its ninth day, Christmas and New Year's had come and gone, each court session had been intense and tinged with danger.
As the well-chosen word seemingly echoed in the courtroom, everyone present, with the exception of the judge and the prosecutor, bellowed with laughter or barely contained their smirking faces. For the first time since the trial began, the people seated in the gallery shared an emotion other than hatred or anger, with some literally falling out of their chairs.
Jennifer Kane shot to her feet in an instant.
Kane: "Your Honor! I must..."
Judge Cosgrove, his crimson face contrasting brilliantly with his black robe: "Objection sustained. The jury will disregard the defense attorney's last comment. And Mr. Fellows, you will refrain from using foul language in my courtroom."
Reaching the verdict
Among the marching orders from Judge Cosgrove was a directive, from Day 1 of the trial, that none of the 15 people picked to hear the case could talk about it until a dozen of them were deliberating in the jury room. It was a problem on Day 1, and we had only spent about a half hour in the jury room following the bus ride to The Kid's street.
It shouldn't have surprised anyone.
We were packed on top of each other like sardines in our confined, rectangular
retreat.
I had chatty Thomas sitting next to
me the first time we spent more than an hour locked up on Day 2 of the trial,
and two of the five women on the panel loved to talk. I had memorized a little
speech, and it didn't take long for my cue to deliver it.
Annie: "I don't know how I feel
about the defense lawyer. He seems kinda slick to me."
CC: "I know it's going to be
hard on us, squeezed into this little space, but we really shouldn't talk about
anything related to the trial."
Richard: "The judge was clear
about it."
Susan: "This has the makings of
the worst Christmas ever."
CC: "I bet there isn't a single
one of us who walked into the courthouse yesterday and thought they were going
to walk into this mess two weeks before Christmas."
It was a huge relief that the
opening line unleashed the first outburst of laughter of the trial. Nathan, a
transplant from Iowa seated in one of the corner chairs, flashed a particularly
broad grin from under his bushy moustache.
CC: "I'm not a lawyer, but I'm
an editor at the Southland News and have been a journalist for a dozen years.
We're in a tough situation, one of the toughest I've ever been in, and it's
going to be important for us to pay attention and follow all the rules. I've
covered murders as a reporter and editor, and I served on another jury 20 years
ago. We have to be careful."
The speech generated a solid
majority of affirmatively nodding heads, a flurry of allowable discussion about
The Kid's trial ranging from learning about legal procedures to advice on
parking, and a lot of questions about my first jury.
The next day, I brought in two bags
filled with Christmas decorations, playing cards, a chess set, checkers and a
Monopoly game. We were a pretty tight-knit and well-behaved jury from then on.
The deliberations
For a range of reasons, most of us
wanted to be chosen. Some wanted to see the process through to the end. Others
had said it would be torture to sit with the other alternates in a separate
jury room waiting for a verdict.
I wanted to help decide The Kid's
fate mainly because the experience of serving on my first jury two decades
prior had haunted me. I was determined. This time, there would be no jurors
knitting when they should have been thinking, and there would be no playing loose
with the judge's instructions. Even if it had been a just outcome, the jail
time meted out to the teacher in the OUI case had weighed heavily on my
conscience. I didn't want to bear the burden of a miscarriage of justice in a
murder trial.
Only about 10 people could fit
around the big oak table in the center of the jury room, so the other five who
heard the case had to sit in the more-or-less comfortable handful of chairs in
the back corners of our assigned quarters. In addition to the long delays while
the judge and lawyers haggled over points of evidence and law out of sight of
the jury, none of us were particularly eager to venture out into the
courthouse, so we were grateful to have our own bathroom behind a door next to
the doorless closet where our winter coats hung.
The jury wielded three main tools.
We had an old, loaf-sized cassette
tape recorder with the judge's jury orders, which gave detailed definitions and
nuanced considerations for the varieties of homicide: involuntary manslaughter,
voluntary manslaughter, second-degree murder and first-degree murder.
We had a card-table-sized aerial
photo that showed The Kid's street, the park and Langdon Street.
And we had a pad of butcher paper
that shared the one easel in the room with the aerial photo.
There were three factions in the
jury.
The law-and-order group, which
included Nathan's deep voice and slight drawl, was convinced The Kid had acted
either with extreme cruelty or with malice and aforethought, the definitions of
first-degree murder. Nathan's most memorable comment of the deliberations was
100 percent Midwestern wisdom: "You just can't have people goin' round
killin' people."
I was in the faction that would be
torn between voluntary manslaughter and second-degree murder. A couple of us dug
in our heels on calling the killing extremely cruel. The Kid and Anthony Perez
had exchanged blows until the older teen fell to the cracked blacktop next to
the manhole cover. The Kid threw the blood-stained knife toward the park and it
landed on the sidewalk. Then the blood-stained 15-year-old bolted for the park
and didn't surface again until he surrendered himself in the police station.
Our faction knew a truth about a street fight in Innercity: You kept swinging
until the other guy went down.
The best description for the rest of
the jury was undecided. A couple of these jurors were hard to read because they
would say little in the deliberations, although everybody got their two cents
in before the end of the two-and-a-half day exercise. A couple just wanted to
be convinced they were making the right decision. Richard, a sharp professional
who played a game of chess with me during one of the longer breaks, wanted to
walk through every step of the process so he could understand it the best he
could before making his decision.
One of Judge Cosgrove's key
instructions mandated that if the jury found The Kid guilty of homicide, the
panel had to unanimously agree upon the highest level of the crime, which is
why we started our deliberations focusing on first-degree murder.
Before we did anything, we listened
to the judge's instructions again on the old cassette recorder.
At the end, James, a construction
manager who was one of my factionmates, pressed a thick index finger down on
the stop button, which engaged with a loud "Click."
Within seconds, James was out of his
chair, writing the homicide charges on a sheet of butcher paper, stating flatly
as he worked, "It's pretty clear The Kid is guilty of something."
James had been a take-charge member
of the jury from the early days of the trial. The actual foreman made sure he
stayed engaged enough to play his role, but James was the unofficial ringleader
and taskmaster.
We determined quickly that there
would be no unanimity on extreme cruelty playing a role in the crime. Figuring
out whether we could agree The Kid had killed with malice and aforethought, the
other first-degree murder definition on our plate, took about nine hours.
Malice has to be directed at
someone.
I was among several jurors who had a
hard time believing that a drunk, 15-year-old, mentally challenged, physically
abused boy approached the crowd outside the middle triple-decker on Langdon
Street and targeted Anthony Perez with malice in his heart.
And grabbing a beat-up steak knife
as he rushed out the door rather than a better knife from the kitchen showed
poor planning on The Kid's part.
We didn't even bother holding a vote
on first-degree murder.
It took a few hours, and the
undecideds who needed to be convinced were the hardest to convince, but the
law-and-order faction pressed hard for second-degree murder. They knew a truth
about swinging a knife on the streets of Innercity: During his fight with
Anthony Perez, The Kid knew the other teen was probably going to die.
James: "So we think we can vote
on second-degree murder?"
Scott, the foreman: "I think
we're close enough to try."
James: "So, those in favor of
finding The Kid guilty of second-degree murder, hold up your hands."
Not all at once, but we all reached
for the dusty ceiling.
We still had to face The Kid one
last time and render our verdict, but it felt like a lightning fast conclusion
to what had turned out to be a three-week trial.
The verdict
I was ninth in line and always sat
in the front row of the jury box. As we entered the courtroom, everyone was
standing, eyes fixed on the jury's entrance door, and it was a standing-room
only crowd. Once everyone was seated, the judge asked Scott whether the jury
had reached a verdict.
Scott: "We have Your
Honor."
Judge Cosgrove: "Please hand
the decision document to the court clerk."
The clerk collected the sheet of
paper we had all signed and returned to his desk.
Court clerk: "The jury finds
the defendant guilty of second-degree murder."
I had tried not to look at The Kid for
the entire trial, but at this moment I wanted to catch at least a glimpse of
his reaction.
I'm proud of the courage and dedication of my fellow jurors and all the court officers. But I will never forget my fleeting, searing glance at the ear-to-ear grin on The Kid's face.
I'm proud of the courage and dedication of my fellow jurors and all the court officers. But I will never forget my fleeting, searing glance at the ear-to-ear grin on The Kid's face.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)